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Sitting Back

Do you ever just sit back and take everything in?
The past week or so I have been doing that as if the world was moving without me. I have so enjoyed the past few weeks even with the days that Kohen is so grumpy and wakes up in the middle of the night and wont let me sleep. When I feel like I am going to loose my mind any second I sit back and look at my life and think how could this get any better. My husband is wonderful and so giving. Everything that he does is for his family. I know I take him for granted most days, I am trying to do better with this. Then I have my wonderful little boy that no matter how exhausted I am, I'm enjoying it because he is in my life. When you think your day is as bad as it's going to get he makes me laugh and makes me so thankful for him. I have grown so much since he was born. I am a different person and I hope a better person for him, for my family. Some days I wish I could just hit a pause button so I could just enjoy it a bit more. I always look forward to the next day though. Life just keeps getting better!

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