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The Little things

May started off with my 26th birthday, can you believe it!  Not too much longer and I will be 30 and I better have another baby by then. *wink*  No matter how I excited I am for everyone around me that is getting pregnant or having babies I feel this jealous rage.  K is now over 2 1/2 and we aren't close to being pregnant. I will be on birthcontrol for one more month and I just pray that my cyst is gone and that we will get pregnant soon. 
Back to the reason I'm posting.  On my birthday I knew that I wasn't getting anything money has been a little tighter lately so I just figured it would be another day *ugh* Woke up and an hour later while having my pitty party the door bell rang.  Flowers! from my mom.  They were so me and very pretty and smell wonderful, it made my day.  When J woke up (he's working nights) we were going to go out to lunch but some things came up.  I had to run a few errands, so I decided to stop somewhere and get me a cake a strawberry cheese cake my favorite yum! And since we couldn't go out to lunch I stopped by and picked up some yummy lunch for us.

Then mothers day came along.  I got flowers delivered from J and K the Friday before, so sweet. On mothers day J decided to build me my garden! I've been asking for one for awhile and I finally got it woo hoo!  I feel so lucky to have 2 amazing guys in my life.  These things I hope to never take for granted it made me feel so special on those two days.  It'll just get better from here!

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  1. SunnyMay 10, 2010 at 9:01 AM

    Thank you for the comment on my blog, it's great to hear from you! Happy belated birthday -- it sounds like May has been wonderful to you so far. I hope this year brings you the little baby blessing that your heart has been waiting for!

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