I have always loved photography and taking pictures. When I was younger I was pretty much obsessed with taking pictures of myself. Normal teenager right. I didn't really get into more than just a "hobby" until we had a baby. I had a reason to take lots of pictures. Being able to capture all of those special moments of our little one was important to me. I always tried to be creative and work with what I had. Then Jake surprised me with a Nikon dSLR camera. I thought finally I can get good pictures. Boy was I wrong, I thought since I have a good camera I should now be able to take these great pictures now. Yes the quality of the pictures were good but they weren't what I was expecting. The first year that I had the camera I shot in the different auto modes. I tried playing with manual and I had no clue what I was supposed to do with it. I started reading more and one day I finally grasped the concept of manual. I was starting to take better pictures. I got many compliments on them. About a month ago I got a new lens, and that has made the biggest difference for me. I have so many more settings that I can play with and get more creative. I now am loving taking pictures more than I used to. I could see myself doing this for a living one day. I have so much more to learn, I am so excited to be able to one day give the gift of capturing those special moments in peoples lives. Right now I know that I want to do baby and child photography. Connecting with adults isn't always the easiest thing for me. Excited to see where this passion takes me!
In the beginning of our journey I was told by so many that it’s gets easier I’m not going to lie it doesn’t get easier you just find a new normal. It’s an illusion that’s it’s easier. You still have the stress, endless doctors appointments, therapy appointments, medication changes, routines that are being changed, new people coming in and out of your lives friendships that come and go etc. My anxiety attacks are no longer happening multiple times a day for no rhyme or reason (I can’t tell you the last time I had one actually 🙌🏻 also knocking on some wood right now) I had made a post the other day about being worried when I dropped Kaiya off at school. I surprisingly have had very little anxiety through this process this year. Last spring completely different story. I have come to the realization that for the most part whatever happens to Kaiya is out of my hands. I can do everything within my power to protect her and she may still one day be taken from me before I w...
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