Amazing

It really is amazing seeing your child learn and grow.  Each and every day is an adventure in many ways, every day is a little different and more and more words come out of his mouth and it really does surprise me sometimes.  Kohen knows his abc's he doesn’t say them in order but he can tell you them when he see’s them and he is constantly saying his letters.  He is also this way with numbers and that just recently started.  He knows 1-10 and he will say those in order but seams to skip a few sometimes.  I have also come to realize that I have a very sweet loving little boy.  He will come up to me at random times grab my face and kiss me and then give me a big hug.  It’s the sweetest thing when he does do it.  He loves to cuddle and he’s almost always right by my side unless he is playing.  The joys of having a mama’s boy!
The other day while I was making a grilled cheese sandwich he see’s what I’m making and starts yelling “Hot Cheese Hot Cheese”  it took me a second to realize what he was saying then started laughing.  Wonder if I should start calling it a hot cheese sandwich instead. 
On to me…. just about everyone knows that we are trying to get pregnant again which it’s already been about 8 months.  This month I have really started wondering if there is something wrong possibly endometriosis.  I think it might be that because I have horrible cramps I mean cramps that are pretty unbearable don’t want to move an inch and just curl up in a ball kind of cramps.  Also since I had Kohen when I ovulate I get these sharp twinges of pain most months it’s just bothersome nothing horrible.  For the last couple of months though the pain has been horrible.  The pain will shoot down my leg.  It hurts and really just sucks.  I will be calling my doctor soon and see what they say.  If I do have it or if it’s something else it’s probably why I’m not getting pregnant!