Kohen and I have been in Colorado for about two months. We are now heading back to Texas. I miss my home and my friends so much. Colorado just doesn't feel like home to me anymore. I'm not sure if it's because Jake wasn't here or what. I am so ready to go back and get back to our "normal". In the last two months I can't believe how much my little boy has changed and grown. Everyday he seams to be more of a boy than a baby. He talks all the time these days also. He loves his Aunti Vicki and yells "icki" all the time. He will also say dona (grandma) papa, titi (aunt tiff) danyel (danielle, vicki's best friend) no dont, what'd you do?, who, up, down, bagel, more, eat, ear, car, tee (three) and I'm sure I am forgetting some. I am loving this age most of the time. I am not loving the entering the terrible two's. He thinks he's a big boy and can do everything by himself. ahh, the joys
In the beginning of our journey I was told by so many that it’s gets easier I’m not going to lie it doesn’t get easier you just find a new normal. It’s an illusion that’s it’s easier. You still have the stress, endless doctors appointments, therapy appointments, medication changes, routines that are being changed, new people coming in and out of your lives friendships that come and go etc. My anxiety attacks are no longer happening multiple times a day for no rhyme or reason (I can’t tell you the last time I had one actually 🙌🏻 also knocking on some wood right now) I had made a post the other day about being worried when I dropped Kaiya off at school. I surprisingly have had very little anxiety through this process this year. Last spring completely different story. I have come to the realization that for the most part whatever happens to Kaiya is out of my hands. I can do everything within my power to protect her and she may still one day be taken from me before I w...
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