Life Blessed by Grace

Do you ever just sit back and take everything in? The past week or so I have been doing that as if the world was moving without me. I have so enjoyed the past few weeks even with the days that Kohen is so grumpy and wakes up in the middle of the night and wont let me sleep. When I feel like I am going to loose my mind any second I sit back and look at my life and think how could this get any better. My husband is wonderful and so giving. Everything that he does is for his family. I know I take him for granted most days, I am trying to do better with this. Then I have my wonderful little boy that no matter how exhausted I am, I'm enjoying it because he is in my life. When you think your day is as bad as it's going to get he makes me laugh and makes me so thankful for him. I have grown so much since he was born. I am a different person and I hope a better person for him, for my family. Some days I wish I could just hit a pause button so I could just enjoy it a bit more....

Today I went to the mall and walked with my friend Karla this has been a pretty regular thing for us. I enjoy it so much. It's twice a week that I look forward to. Its a time to get a work out in, chat and then let our boys play. I am going to miss that time so much. Karla's little boy is right about a month older and just recently they have actually paid attention to each other and it's so much fun just watching them and how they interact. We also go out to lunch often. Just more time to talk to a great friend. Today at lunch Karla's older boy Jacob and Kohen kept giving hugs and a few kisses it was too cute. Those are the moments you just have to sit back and enjoy. This age has been wonderful. Watching Kohen grow and learn is so amazing. I will miss these days but I look forward to the future!