Life Blessed by Grace

Since no one really reads this I'm going to "vent". So Jake and I have been ttc for a couple of months. I really wanted to start trying around March. Last month we got on the same page and we are really wanting to get pregnant asap. It worries me since it took us over a year to get Kohen that it's going to take that long again. I feel like everyone around me is getting pregnant or have new babies and I want that to be me. It makes it so much harder when you see it every day. I dont know how people can do this for years. How do you get through it every month of not getting your BFP. This month Jake and I had so much sex that I was sure we would get pregnant because we had to have bd (babydanced) close or on the day I ovulated. If I am pregnant I would be almost 4 weeks and I should be able to get a positive test soon if I am pregnant. So now I guess I just wait and see if the wonderful witch shows up or not. I'm already sick and tired of taking tests. ...